So, I was going to spend like 3 days after prom at the shore.
I was going with two friends and one of their dates, Justin. Apparently Justin got in a car accident last night and died? I have no idea what is going on but ugh klfjdsfalkj. Supposed to be celebrating mothers day tonight with my family and I’m going to have to bail out to go to my friends house to comfort her. There has been way too much shit going on lately. No wonder why my moms making me go to a psychiatrist. klfjdsf I quit.
I hate thinking about the last three or so years of my life realizing how much time and how many opportunities I’ve wasted.
I’m always preaching about being strong and independent yet I lost myself over some stupid fucking boy who won’t give me the time of day now. I’m sick of these trust issues I have. I wish I could just let things go and not be so angry all the time.
Watching The Devil Inside
I’m such a fucking pussy. Someone come over and cuddle lol
